The Past
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
well.. ang hirap pala mag move on lalo na pag may pumipigil sayo..
sana set us free.. ganyan din ang problema ni cha eh..
napaka selfish nila. they don't want us to be happy..
mas gusto ata nilang nasasaktan kami..
bakit ganon? feminist nga kami.. pero pag dating sa mga taong toh..
we get weak! matapang naman kami. mabait naman kami ah..
pero bakit sa wrong guy kami nag-fall.. BAKIT?
this is so unfair.. we don't think we deserve them..
imbis na ma-T.O. kami s bad attitudes nila..
ang pambihira sa amin eh.. tanggap pa rin namin!
puchangna.. i feel so stupid and pathetic.
Broke down at 6:13 PM
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I really don't get kung bkit friend ng guy bestfriend ko ang ex-bf ko sa friendster. Mababaw. Pero unreasonable talaga. Kung si ex ang nag-add.. okay lang. pero kung si bespren.. no!!! jahe yun.. foul..
NO HITTING BELOW THE BELT.napaka pathetic ko pero i think i have the reason to question his action. mali talaga.. not because alam niyang mas naging matimbang xa dun sa isa.. prang sampal kay ex yun. i fell guilty kay Ex.. kung ako siya.. maaasar ako eh. alam niyang lahat. pero he's trying to be nice pa rin. gusto kong mg move on pero parang di siya nakakatulong. muka ksing kakafriend nya lng dun. alam ko nman cguro yun.. im not that stupid naman. YES.. masama tlaga loob ko kay bespren ngayon. khit sabihin niyang account nya naman yon at gs2 nya ng mraming friends pa.. maraming pwedeng i-friend pero not my ex! malaking issue yun.. napaka insensitive nya.. he's not helping after all.. badtrip siya.
Broke down at 6:01 PM
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SteepSoftly, gently
I will let you down
'Cause I don't love you
In the same way now
I can hold you
But not with lover's arms
'Cause you are more of
A brother to me now
'Cause I can lie next to you
But I can't lie to you
(Chorus)
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
For me, it's getting steep...
I loved you for
Exactly who you are
And I'd say we've come
The nearest yet by far
'Cause I can lie next to you
But I can't lie to you
(Chorus)
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
For me, it's getting...
Steeper
From where the dark that's where I want to be
Steeper
From going somewhere you won't want to see
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
Yes, I will watch you
Walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain drops
For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
For me, it's getting steep...
Broke down at 2:47 AM
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Thursday, January 26, 2006
1st Sem Grades S.Y. 2005-2006Ecology = 3.5
REED = 3.75
FILI = 3.5
LIT = 2.5
(Fuck you ka enriquez! D.L. na dapat ako! mamatay kana! di dapat yan ang grade ko alam mo yan!)
Psych5 (highest na ko sa lagay na yan.. mahirap tlaga)
SOCSCI = 3.25
PE = 3.75
NSTP = 3.75
***di na dapat ako mabiktima ng mga gagong prof! nampota sila!***
2nd Sem Prelims GradesENG = 3.00
REED = 3.50
PhySci = 3.00
Algeb = 3.50
FILI = 2.75 (bano kasi yung prof.. wla kami matutunan. highest na yan. yabang mo dha..)
BioSci = 3.25
PE = 4.00
*** sana matupad ko yung mga gusto kong mangyari sa buhay ko. ***
Broke down at 4:38 PM
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ayun.. nakita ko na ulit si Bautista na matagal ko ngang hinanap. hahaha. okay di ba? magaling ako eh. this time.. alam ko na. He's my guy best friend.. yun lang yon.
Never fall in love with your best friend. you'll end up being the loser!Okay na kami. Madrama pa rin siya. Tapos sasabihin niya ako tong mdarama. abnormal pa rin ang kumag. pero di ba mas masaya ng ganito? masaya nga ako. iba kasi talaga pag siya. pero ayokong isiping alam mo na.
I have to condition myself. I treat him more than a friend but less than a lover.Oh di ba? kay chuva ko nakuha yan. Pag nababanggit ko si Justin.. tinatanawan nila ako. Parang Justin is the symbol of my insanity. Hindi naman masyado.
I've learned so much from him kaya siya special sa akin.Pag wala akong nakita higit sa kanya.. singleness mode muna. Sana meron nun. Naalala ko tuloy si Jonas.. I was really bad then. Pero mali pala ako sa kanya. Iba siya eh. Pero i can't deny na di ko minahal yun. Sobrang bait din kasi. Pero not all the time mabait. I hate to say this pero i keep on comparing him to Justin. Kaya din lagi kaming nag-aaway. But atleast tama naman ako. Iba si Justin. Iba si Jonas. Wala na akong pakialam.
I don't need a man.=) I have my friends. They are more than enough for me.Si Juz.. I'm happy he's back.
Broke down at 4:16 PM
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well.. well.. well.. what a morning??!
I forgot it's Friday today! God, Oh my God! nakakainis.
Wala nga pla kong english class today. pumasok ako ng 7am! eh 9am pa dapat! nandito ako sa compshop sa labas ng La Salle! Wla ako magawa eh. ayoko namang tumanga! Nakakaasar talaga.. tumakbo pa ako.. stupid one!
Broke down at 4:11 PM
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